OK FIRST, GOSSIPS:
Jon is definitely definitely definitely diggin on Rebecca. oh my god. hahahaha. i can't get over how wrong it is. they are polar opposites and he would crush her. he's always doing some stupid shit and he's always out. i shall update the world when i find out more.
OK NOW, SERIOUS:
I still want to break up with him. He makes me happy but only when i see him. otherwise, i'm worrying my mothafuckin ass off. I just do not trust him. I mean I don't think he'll go out and have a night of mayhem and get boozed and blazed, because I'm sure he'd tell me out of guilt. But his priorities are everywhere and he's hardly ever home. We barely talk because he's always out at night. I HATE WAITING. I HATE WORRYING. I'm at an impasse. What do I do? Do I stay, urge for change, hope that it'll happen, and probably just be disappointed later? Or do I leave right now? Or do I leave later...
It hurts thinking about it. Like this whole thing requires a level of maturity i don't have/don't want to have right now. WHATEVER I"M GETTING KICKED OFF THE COMP RIGHT NOW
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