so even though i pretty much just failed my math midterm, i say FUCK IT because i saw my boy smile for the first time in a week today. it made me feel so good. i had to run in my class to drop my stuff off and then i ran back to him and gave him the biggest hug ever and i don't know, it was just great!! i was walking to class, all spaced out because i just failed my fucking midterm, and he says to me "wow you just gonna walk past me like that, like you don't even know me?!" and i was like "oh SHIT!!!" and we hug and the thought of my failure is gone, if even jsut in that moment. whatever man, fuck it!! yesterday and the day before, he was just apologizing for acting so weird and stuff he really shouldn't have to apologize for, and i quote, "i'm sorry i've been acting weird. i don't know how you put up with me but i'm really glad you do." i was like shit boy, i love you!!
i dont know how long our love will last, hopefully a long time, but we're still in school and we're still young. i know that nothing is really set in stone and nothing is forever, but i want to get to know him and i want him to get to know me. i just want to live in the moment right now. who knows where i'll be and who i'll be with in 5 years. but right now, i just want to be right here, with him.
well i watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind and pineapple express just now. downloading garden state. kate and evelyn are coming over in a couple hours. tomorrow i'm gonna cheel with ashleigh and darbus (hopefully) tomorrow. we've been wanting to dub-date for awhile now so hopefully tomorrow it'll go down.
uhh.... SENT AND RECEIVED OVER 8000 TEXTS LAST MONTH!!! WEAK SAUCE! I'm gonna have a couple C's and possibly a D+ on my report card. KILL ME. i don't know how to tell my parents. idk if they'll understand that 2nd quarter is just... really really hard. ugh i was such a slacker. but i'm changing! its never too late to change, if even for yourself.
uhhhhh..... sucks i'm on the rag now. it's like a furious battle.
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