ahhh once I stop being lazy as shit, I think I'll make some brownies. Food for the post-menstrual girl. I don't know how well I did compared to previous days, but I'm slowly restraining myself from basically stalking the Taylors. It's hard, Lord knows it, but I'm doing it. I just really cannot wrap my head around the fact that I AM STILL HUNG UP ON THIS. It's been three weeks or so, and I still cannot get over the fact that it's over. What happened, happened, good or bad, and now it's time to move on. Maybe it's because I have no new distraction. Not a rebound per se, but there's always been another guy that I'm tryna get big with (lol) after I say good bye to another. Ah I don't know. I let this whole thing get to my head and get bigger than anything ever has a right to. Naive, foolish, stupid: these are the words that describe me.

In other news! I got a 110% on a math quiz, and I'm pretty sure I aced the one I took today. Because of this, my mom is letting me do free pancake day next tuesday. I mean, I would have gone regardless, but now I can do it without having any secrets. It feels pretty good, I mean the truth does.

Speaking of which... what is truth? If everybody lies and if everybody is flawed, is there really an honest truth? Unbiased, no strings attached truth?