2.03.2009

TD is definitely about to hop on T's dick. And facebook is doing a good job of confirming suspicions: "TD has the good kind of butterflies =]]]". Mm, you know T has probably been telling TD all sorts of sweet nothings because that's what he's good at. After serious yelling and fighting and foolishness, I texted him last night saying that I just wanted us to be civil with no more fighting or yelling or anything. He said okay and that was that. Class wasn't bad at all. It was just like the beginning of the year when I didn't know him/didn't know he even existed, as horrible as that sounds. Before 4th period, T and TD were chillin around in the hallway that TD and I both have classes in. A mutual friend of TD and I said that after T left, he asked TD if she was gonna hop on that, and she said "no... I'm gonna wait" or something to that extent. Lol, you say that now but you're going to be swayed into fucking him in a matter of weeks. But ever since I was pretty much coerced by my own self into cutting ties completely, it's made dealing with this a little easier. Except for the fact it's as if T is flaunting his new girl in my face, or making it really goddamn obvious that he's going to ignore me but make his presence known. But he was really quiet in History. He always has been, for the most part. It's weird because I know he's not like that in his other classes. I guiltily admit that he looked daaaaamn fine today, in his sweet get up. The way he dresses and carries himself really gets to me. It's so attractive, but also so dangerous. I hope this doesn't become another SW incident where I was stuck for about 6 months hardcore, and a couple months after that until things ended with Alex and T showed up. Oh man oh man. WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO?

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