this year really has shown me who are my friends, who i can count and depend and lean on, who's got my back, and it really is amazing. i have a newfound love in god and jesus and higher powers. if there wasn't something bigger than this world, then would everything really be this beautiful amidst all the bull shit? no. i'm never really alone, and i'm never lonely. thank you for being my friends, for being the loves of my life. you are all my valentines. life is amazing right now and i really like where i'm at right now. i'm so blessed for the people i have in my life. i have all your backs, you don't even have to think twice about it.
on a lighter note...
20 days left of grounding! i hope... i'm really trying to stay awake in school, do my homework, do my best, but its so hard. i havent gotten full credit on my math homework for the past couple assignments. i need to work on that. i don't know why i keep fluctuating, i just keep losing interest periodically, and now i'm pretty much just aiming for GMU or VCU doesn't help my motivation. I have a 3.9 GPA, and I really have no interest in bringing that up to higher than a 4. i'm not looking to go to the Ivy Leagues, I just want an education.
well that wasn't so light.
happy valetine's day! i miss having a crush and wishing someone would ask me to be their valentine. actually... that's never happened to me. i guess what i miss is that feeling of liking someone secretly and wondering if they like you too; hoping you're making the right moves and not being a creep haha. anyway...
happy valentine's day!

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