pipe dream

i saw T squared in the hall after school today, being all coupley and such, and I couldn't restrain myself from being loud and making myself heard. Its just something I have to do. I sometimes come to the point where I can't even stop myself, I don't know what's happening until I'm already doing it. I want them to know that I'm quite present, that I can see everything and that I have no problem with it; I'm countering their obnoxiousness with my own kind. Maybe I'm compensating for the heartbreak by being loud and belligerent. Or maybe I enjoy the attention. Or maybe I'm just a fuckin asshole. You know, whatever

I'm trying to figure out my pipe dream. Everyone's gotta have one