the singular faces of me

photobooth whore yikes

he's gotta meet me some time if i'm gonna be his son-in-law

let me begin my saturday with lies. that's what they always consist of anyway. at around 3, i go over to ashleigh's and shortly after, darbus showed up. we sit around for 2 hours, waiting for taylor to get his ass over. well unsurprisingly, he's at the gym, so we go over to his house to meet up with him. his dad lets us in. he briefly forgets who i was. then he asks me how california was. it was just kind of surprising that taylor told his parents where i went over winter break. anyway anyway anyway, there are a gaggle of girls, his sister, kristen, and her friends, just walking around the house in dresses. it's kristen's 14th birthday party and there are to be like, 50+ people over in the house. taylor is walking around without a shirt on while several budding teenage girls still in middle school are walking about. you know they were checking him out. you fuckin know it. uh... we three kings make our way up to his room. he's still getting dressed, my god he takes a century. it's past 5pm now. it took us 2 fucking hours to get out and finally do something. we get into taylor's car and we go to eat at some pizza place. no wonder the fucker never eats lunch when i'm around, he's a messy ass eater. um um um... by 6 30, we bounce out, go to taylor's house to get darb's car and we go to ashleigh's house. we watch American History X... for the most part. then ashleigh puts in another movie that nobody watches. at 9 45, my dad picks me up. the entire time, my parents believed i was studying. oh and then we stopped, had dinner, and watched a movie. i think it was implied that taylor was over since my mom figured out that darbus was there too. it was a good night. we didn't do much of anything but i think that that's what made it so great. i almost fell asleep in taylor's arms because i was so goddamn tired. SO CUTE OH MY GOD!!! haha fuck that shit!

i don't know if that D+ i had in lecture will get bumped up to at least a C. i can only hope. i already feel like shit over the C i'll have in math and the B's i'm pulling in my bullshit classes. i've never been in trouble over my grades.

and well, here's a picture from last night.



me: "oh my god i'm like doing normal teenager things like going out with friends in their cars and such!!"
taylor: "who the hell is this crazy bitch swear to god..."

GOT EM

with



and



for a grand total of $136.93

FUCKIN BALLERRRRR

oh FUCK ME

I WANT THESE MOTHERFUCKING DUNKS

Went out on a date with taytaay, and would you believe that we ran into alex. most awkward 3 seconds of my life. we all made eye contact with each other and then he left. later when we go to ashleighbooboo's house, he was already there and it was pretty... intense. it was lulzy, to say the least.

a picture of us:


yeep. i should have taken a picture of what i gave him. i wrote him a note full of all kinds of heartfelt shit, my favorite CD (wincing the night away), and perks of being a wallflower. while in cali, i'm gonna get him a nice wallet and a starbucks card, just in time for our 1 month anni shit thing. WOW I HATE LOVE.

ummm now i must be departing for cali. the only time i'll probably use the computer is when i check my SAT scores which come either on the 23rd or 25th. Wow shitty christmas. or.... awesome christmas?


anyway, you bitches better fucking text me or i'll shit on all your christmas presents.

doin everything backasswards

ahh i think i am getting carpal tunnel. i already type retarded to save myself the time and effort that comes with good grammar and mechanics, but my wrists still hurt like child birth.

i have to write a 3 minute speech for english. it has to pertain to one of the four subjects: obsessions, confessions, journeys, and illusions. i still don't know what to do. all i can think about are the things i want to buy while singing along with Sunset Rubdown:

blag numba dos

bliggity blaggity blog. i'm super tired. tomorrow is probably going to be Family Day aka probably going to drag on forever and end badly. but next saturday, i believe i'm going to M Mall with R and maybe K and A to go halloween costume shopping. Me and R want to go as ganguro girls:



Today I overheard some guy tell this other guy this:

"Oh man if I was that fast, I'd be like a bird. Or a tiger. Runnin fast and shit. Yeah."