SEN10RS LOL

HOT DAMNNNNN today oh today. First day of senior year. I drove to school, definitely woke up MAD late. My dad walked in at 622 and was like, "Hey you have school today..." It took a second for everything to sink in, then I rushed like a fucking mad man. Showered and got dressed in 5 minutes. A sandwich was so kindly made by my dad, which I ate for my breakfast. I was out the door by 638, which was when i should have been near the school. I got there in 10 minutes, which was surprising cause I thought I was gonna be late what with the traffic and excess of cars. Traffic pattern at school was alright, and parking was good. There were 2 accidents that I knew of today, one before and one after school. So damn ridiculous, I am NOT driving to school ever. The rampancy of aggressive asshole teen drivers and general dicks on 15 is NOT worth losing driving privs over, just cause I wanna drive to school. I did my makeup at school lol, my hair was shit, and I was so stressed lol. I saw my boy Tay Waldronnnnn, what a honey. Just kidding, I was so ready to walk up to him and punch him in the face... Idk why I'm so aggressive lol. Hmm, breakdown of my first day:

1- AP Lit: Dominic, Meadhbh, and Kalvin are in the class, friend-wise. I'm gonna try to make new friends in the class, the people are alright.
2- Physics: Mariam's in the class, so thank god for that. Carly, Bo, Jimmy Long, and Grace the special ed kid are too.. Carly is annoying as fuck.. Grace talks too much but thats excusable, Bo is already becoming the teacher's pet lol.
4- Chem II: My fave class so far! Kristie, Dominic, Casey his girlfrann, Anand, Rebecca, Delante lol, and Alex Carroll. Renberg is fucking hilarious and really upbeat. I'm gonna try and get a good teacher rec from her
LUNCH: I have the first lunch of the day and its packeddd with people I know. Kristie, Evelyn, Robert, Connor, Cheang, this new girl kristie met, Kristen Healy, Dom & Casey, Rebecca.. I feel like I'm missing some people
6- AP Stats: Danielle, Keith, and Mary Zheng. Legit class, looks manageable enough, and the workload doesn't seem too bad. Hadkdjksig, however you spell/say her damn last name, is chill. Seems like a good teacher.

Tomorrow my classes are AP Lit, ART HISTORY!!!, AP Gov w/ Jernigan (fuck), and Finance with Matt Ntiros. Should be alright.. I've got lunch w/ Philo tomorrow so that should be ok. The only thing I'm really worried about is not finding anyone to chill with in the mornings since most everyone drives now, they get to school whenever they feel like it. I, on the otherhand, have to take the bus, and I have no clue when the bus is gonna get to school. I know I get home at 3 fucking o'clock when I take the bus home. Sucks so hard.. I need to cop rides bad haha.

Anyway.. senior year. I'm not trying to expect too much from it, like I did soph year. I'm just gonna do the work and get things over with. I'm def not gonna be dumb and stay afterschool for no reason, and I'm not gonna skip my clubs and shit anymore. Monday-Thurs afterschool is for homework, clubs, and whatever else school-wise I have to do. Friday & Saturday are gonna be the only days I go out and do shit. Work hard, play hard. No more dilly-dally shit, I need to lock down my senior year. My goals are summa cum laude, no finals, passing AP scores but I really don't give a shit either way, B or higher in all classes, sleep before midnight, and NO SLEEPING IN CLASS. I really want to do well this year, and after the failure of last year's study habits and test scores, I'm not letting myself slip into an apathetic stupor. Sadly, I signed up for the SAT in October. I said I wasn't gonna bother taking it again, but I need to send the scores to schools I'm actually gonna apply to, and I just thought, what the hell just take the damn test again. If nothing changes, then that's the way it is and I'm not gonna fret over it. The main schools I'm trying to get into are:

-Bard College
-Cal State Long Beach
-VCU
-maybe VT, GMU, and/or some other local school.

I'm really trying to be realistic with my college goals; I'm not gonna apply to a place where I know I have no chance of getting into. There's no point in wasting my money or time, just to see if I can get in or not. This year is so serious; I know some people are like fuck it SEN10R STATUS FUCK THE FRESHMENNN, but this is our last year to make an impression for colleges. Blah all this college talk makes me tired. I'll leave you with this.