hay fuckers im bored as fuck. i had typed a very revealing post about illegal and incriminating things but you beezies can just ask me about that in person. don't want to risk my college acceptance because of a blog post, ya heard? um. went to the mall today with my boring 21 year old cuzzo. bought tay-lorrs wallet. that shit was $106. classy-as-fuck leather from nordstrom. he better like it, shit. i've been texting all day. my phone is dead. goddamn i hate everything right now. im watching superbad, wishing i was in virginia instead of san lorenzo DOING ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY NOTHING. one of my cool cuzzos, he's 18, is going to take me out sometime next week to.... have fun. you know. yeah. then new years day, all the cousins are going out to.... have fun. you know. I CANT WAIT TO BE BACK IN VIRGINIA. not that i have particularly high hopes for 2009 but ill be older, ill know not to expect anything, and i'll be able to drive soon enough. that shit is good enufffff for meeeee. i just want to go out with mah franszz.
i think im going to reintroduce taytay to my parents soon. maybe january. maybe february. maybe march. lol that is, if we're still together. we better be, shit i spent money on the damn fucker. sneaking around and hiding shit never did anybody any good in the end. or i dont know. its working for me so far.
hope everyone had a ballin ass xmas. i sort of did. got munnay. was kind of a hoodlum. it was good. uh okay well you beezies better fucking TEXT MY FUCKING ASS. i dont have shit to do and i carry my charger everywhere now.


OH AND LISTEN TO 'kiss me thru the phone' by soulja boy. ITS FUCKING GOOD! surprisingly. yeah okay. thats all. oh yeah and im still bored.shit

Went out on a date with taytaay, and would you believe that we ran into alex. most awkward 3 seconds of my life. we all made eye contact with each other and then he left. later when we go to ashleighbooboo's house, he was already there and it was pretty... intense. it was lulzy, to say the least.

a picture of us:


yeep. i should have taken a picture of what i gave him. i wrote him a note full of all kinds of heartfelt shit, my favorite CD (wincing the night away), and perks of being a wallflower. while in cali, i'm gonna get him a nice wallet and a starbucks card, just in time for our 1 month anni shit thing. WOW I HATE LOVE.

ummm now i must be departing for cali. the only time i'll probably use the computer is when i check my SAT scores which come either on the 23rd or 25th. Wow shitty christmas. or.... awesome christmas?


anyway, you bitches better fucking text me or i'll shit on all your christmas presents.

wow this love shit is going to get old, but not anytime soon! i'm going to sit in my room, listen to thr33 ringz, burn my candle, and think to myself, "i'm fucking hungry as ball sacks but i still want to have a food baby abortion through my mouth."

OKAY

wwwwwwwoooooowwwwww

excessive! the bfran gave me a bracelet for christmas. the bastard spent some MUNNNAY on me.


i have to begin working on my present for him. what a shitttttttttty girlfran, i know i know.

lolol my dad keeps reading my texts. i think he has an idea that something is going down on saturday with me and taylor. shitttttttt. but my mom is still letting me go out tomorrow and saturday. success!


okay i'm tired from typing. fuck yaaawl

"teacher requests conference"

shitttttttttt my chem teacher put down a "teacher requests conference" note on my interim. i have a D+ because i didnt turn 2 labs in and i'm pretty much BUTT FUCKED if my parents find out. i really hope she'll take them tomorrow, even though its been a month and a half since i was supposed to turn it in. jesus christ i need to get on my GAME before i get raped by the grades dildo. I have 1 D+, 2 C+'s, 1 C, and 3 A's. WOW WHAT THE HELL. Disappointing.

But i did make No-Bake cookies today! chocolate peanut butter oatmeal. delicious as ball sacks, though i havent tried one yet.

i thought i would hate the fact that my pops is going to be home everyday now, since he's already off for break, but i think i might enjoy it since it means the parentals will be out of the house everyday. at least i hope so. taytayyy just came over for like 30 minutes just so we could see each other. HOW FUCKING CUTE?!?!?!! i need to get a decent picture of him, and one of us together. if i get a good one, i think i'm going to print it off and put it in a card for christmas. gonna picnik that shit!

ummmm lets see.... something not taylor related.......
stuff i heard!

me: "...lol did you know that J is a negrophobe?"
C: "No way! hahahahah J you would be!"
J: "No i am not! it was situational! like if you were in new york and and a group of black guys started walking towards you with huge smiles and licking their lips, what would you think? Hmm? Hmm?"
C: "Maybe they came from a really good buffet....?"
J: "No don't even lie, you'd think that they were going to RAPE YOU. Say it! Say it!"
C: "Well.... I guess thats true."
J: "Yeah exactly."

ohhhhhhhh

winter is lovely for love. it really is. it grosses me out how lovely it is. i neeeed to get my license so i can spend the whole day with taylor for our little "one month" thing. i know its only been a week but i like him so much. TMI TMI Turkey but i know just where he likes to be kissed. and its not his penis, okaaay! he has the most AMAZING dunks ever, its a shame that all he ever wears are those stupid target moccasins. he also has THE BEST abs. oh my god. okay i'm done.

debate today. I'm pretty goddamn sure that we dominated 3 out of 4 of our rounds. yeah we were raping our opponents with spiked dildos of LOGIC AND REASON!!!!!11

anyway i should take my contacts out and change into something not so formal. and call up that boy o mine. yeah. good day.

LAME BLOG POST

what is with all my blog posts?! they all pertain to taylor. BORING. but shit i can't help it. the fucker came to my house like, an hour ago, just to see me for 2 minutes. and he smelled GOOD. that's my boy.

okay well anyway, seriously nothing interesting or exciting is happening in my life. at all. how. fucking. boring. well i mean, people are secretly giving me shit behind my back about taylor which just elicits a "LOL!!!" from me. talk shit to me, or make sure it doesn't get to me. don't be stupid and think that if you talk that loud, i'm NOT going to hear your asshole yelling.

i'm trying to find the money to buy this little gem:


its a netbook! starting at $360. i have about half that right now. its really just giving me more of an excuse to never ever ever get off of facebook

LOL SO EVERYBODY KNOWS BASICALLY. Its not that I'm like, embarrassed or anything of him, but i know people will judge because people are BITCHES and I am one. Even our fucking History teacher knows, along with nearly the whole class. it's not like we tried very hard to conceal it today; why would i do that, I leave for 2 weeks and I won't be seeing him at all until next year SO ILL DO WHAT I WANT. He even invited me over to have dinner with his family on friday, and said his mom would even drive me home since he knows that da moms would flip out if a student driver ever drove me. Well too bad, because da moms already flipped a shit so now i'm pretty much banished to stay home for the remainder of the month until winter break. SO MUCH FUN. WHY IS THIS YEAR TROUBLE FEST 2008???

hey hey hey

"Gosh I'm about to shave my face!"
"Good because you can't have no scruff if youre gonna be with me."
"Well then a shave is worth it."

I now owe Darleigh a paid dinner to a restaurant of their choice since D gave me his science research paper haha. Whatever at least now I just have to paraphrase shit, and fix his goddamned 12 am sentences.

T's hands are cold but they keep me warm. As far as I'm concerned, he;s a changed man and until he proves to be otherwise, i'll let him bring me all the flowers he wants.

WHAT A DICK

This weekend has been pretty ballin out to the max for details i shall not disclose on the internet. well it wasn't that great but i enjoyed it. except now i have a shit ton of homework to do and its already 10 o clock. i think ill be doing one of those, go to bed early and wake up at 2 to finish shit things. well off i go to fuck myself over

LOL TEXTS- DONT FUCKING JUDGE ME

today has been a roller coaster of sorts. the morning was teary, by midday i was pretty shitty feeling, around the afternoon i got a nice little self esteem boost, and now that the night has arrived, i'm giddy as fuckkkkk.

in the afternoon i received some... interesting texts from T-dub.

here they are, with my ~*flirty*~ responses:

T- Hey you (2 53 pm)
T- I know this is a random question and it might be weird but. Do you have a boyfriend? (2 56 pm)
Me- Hey. Actually i just broke up with him today (2 57 pm)
T- Oh you did! I mean. ? I'm sorry lol (2 58 pm)
Me- Haha thanks i guess? Your enthusiasm is funny (2 59 pm)
Me- Why do you ask (3 01 pm)
T- Haha well thank you. So do you like anyone or do you plan on being in a relationship? Not trying to invade the privacy or anything lol (3 01 pm)
T- Umm well ad lol idk why I ask... (3 01 pm)
T- Okay. well fuck lol its probably obvious now that I like you. (3 02 pm)
Me- Haha youre so cute. Idk I just got out of one but id be up to hanging out sometime (3 05 pm)
T- that would be fun :-)
T- Would you want to go out to eat this friday with me and see a movie if possible? If youre up for it. I'll pay lol (3 08 pm)
T- I'm sorry I'm not trying to be weird or anything. I just like seeing you. (3 09 pm)
Me- No I like seeing you too. Thing is my SAT is this saturday so my parents are on me about it. Soon we will cheel. Promise :) (3 12 pm)
T- Okay :-) that's good enough for me! Well I have to pick up my sister lol can I call you later? (3 14 pm)
Me- Aw what a nice bro bro. And sure (3 15 pm)
T- Haha yayy okay. I hope you won't think its awkward now lol cause I just needed to tell you that. Youre so funny and youre sooo gorgeous. Like you really are. Lol I'm sorry I'm bein a freakk right now lol ill call you later! (3 18 pm)
Me- Goddamn haha thats so sweet. Nobodys ever said that to me before. And okie doke ill talk to you later :) (3 35 pm)
T- I wouldn't lie to you. :-) because its true lol you are so beautiful. Like you have no idea lol (3 37 pm)
T- Please don't think I'm a creeper lol because I'm not. I'm just being honest. (: (3 40 pm)
Me- Haha i dont. Im mad blushing acutally. I was kind of happy to see you today. Made me feel a little better (3 47 pm)

shortly after, he called me and we talked for nearly half an hour. then he CAME TO MY FUCKING HOUSE. WOW. WHAT THE FUCK. i had a lapse in judgement and told him where i lived, told him how to get there. really. WOW ME. then he came without a shirt on, or shoes. he's not very tall compared to me. we hugged. he smelled of alcohol. he was madddd smiles. he introduced me to his friend and put his hand on my stomach and my back and was like "this is angi, the most beautiful girl". he said this after he was like "this is my friend M, he;'s like my lover", and i was stupid and caught in the moment and said, hey fucker what about me. hahahaha goddamn. then he went over to M's house and he called me again. we were on the phone for like 40 fucking minutes until i said yo time for dinner. he was like noooo calll meeeee backkkkkkk!

FLIRTING IS FUN

and a picture for you all:


left is T-dub, right is J