i fucking love kyle xy

I once heard that you must risk getting burned if you want to find happiness. So I waited and waited to be passed the torch, but perhaps waiting does nothing but build helplessness and dependency. Maybe I have to find my own torch and set myself on fire. Ok maybe not that last part.

I don't think I want to go to med school anymore. I don't think that it's the path for me, to be honest. I get enough of my hospital fix from House and grey's, i don't know if I'd want to go through 8+ years of school just to be able to have sex in the on-call room. I'm kind of diggin a Communications major to be honest. It is a BS degree, but the internet is telling me that I can do quite a bit with a Comm degree. I like flexibility. I also like penis. I don't know if it's a good idea but hey, some people aren't cut out for cookie cutter greatness, ya digg?

Whenever people low blow me by bringing up taylor, like "at least i didn't date taylor!!", all i can do is laugh, because I did date that. I don't care if I somehow manage to stick taylor into a blogpost everytime, because it's my fucking blog!!!!!! Anyway, I can hardly believe that it really happened, you know. It's probably my mind's way of deflecting. LOL he was that bad.

UNGROUNDED IN T-MINUS TWO DAYS!!!!! So excited. Sunday is going to be really warm. It's gonna be a stupid weekend, at least I hope it'll be. I'm ready for a new haircut, a new wardrobe, a new ME! I'm going to make my own torch, drench it in gasoline, and SET SOME MOTHERFUCKERS ON FIRE!!!!!!

I've got a box of watercolors and special watercolor paper in my room, I think I might indulge in some of that. I must start attempting to release some creativity before I go crazy. I'm becoming increasingly more aggressive, angry, and stalkerish as time passes. I don't want to scare away all da boyz~