I'm getting exhausted. i want to cry. my spirits are tanking while my blood pressure is rising. i don't even know what i'm doing anymore or why i feel the way i feel. i'm tired of all the petty drama going around, and my seemingly endless patience. i don't know why i'm putting up with things the way i am. i'm getting scared that if i continue this... i'll put up with stupid bull shit when i'm older, when it comes to friendships and relationships. i want to be able to back my word up but i don't think i'll have the strength to.
there is something in my heart that is eating away at me.. but i have no idea what it is.
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i know how you feel. hope it's gotten better since posting. i hope you know i'm always here to listen whenever.
but my cellphone won't charge anymore so not on there for the time being.
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